I think i ve hurt your feelings. Again im sorry for being selfish and angry and emotionally unstable. I cant stop saying sorry either i dont know what else to do. I want to be calm i want to be happy again but as i wake up and i do it , it gets more scarier everyday. I laughed at her for being so childish and gets angry easily. Now it feels like i should ve been laughing at myself for being the same too. Im just too scared and im always scared. I tried to be strong i tried. There are some times i need to let it go and i guess this is the time. I didnt mean to bring you with me at the time like this i should ve left. I want people i love the most to be happy around me. I dont want to involve them in any of my problems. I know we cant do things by ourselves but i will try as hard as possible until i ve reached the limit n then i ll be asking for help. u knew this part of me. But again maybe you were confused on which level my instability is. I know my own problem for keeping everything myself and then release it. I know im actually weak but i dont want to be. U can say i have maybe a mental disorder or inferiority complex or whatever. That is why i felt very worth it when im with you that i never actually realised i worth something to anyone. I m just sad. im really sad. Im sorry
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